So I found a guy I like. I’ll call him “Sam”.
I talked to him on facebook, he goes to my school and is in my grade. I got to know him over text and phone, and he turned out to be exactly the guy I like. The one I want to date. He’s taller than me, strong, sporty, attractive, has a low voice, bright blue eyes, good sense of style, protective, sensitive, deep, talkative, good self assurance, ALMOST fearless…(not quite) 
So it seemed like he was flirting with me as much as I flirted with him, so I made sure he knew I liked him. But sadly, I was only rejected because he is “head over heels” for this other girl I’ll call “Kimberly”. Kim is small, skinnier than me, has good size breasts, bright blue eyes, is sporty and blonde. The perfect girl for the perfect guy I guess. So oh well, I hoped I could stay friends with him
So I did, I stayed friends and we still talk on the phone un-awkwardly.
But you know what bugs me? He goes and makes out with random girls, and there is this girl he told me about a while ago that asked him out, and he decided to say yes!
It kind of hurts to know that he has no interest in me. He talks to me while I curse myself for again picking up the phone and talking for hours with him when I could be doing something better. He fucking pisses me off!!!!!!!!! Over and over again I deal with this.
I guess I just gotta find another guy to like, but Sam is so damn perfect it will be hard.
