With a class of 19, living together for 2 to 10 years, you get pretty close. When we get togehter things can get depressing. I sometimes think about how I miss everyone from Peninsula. I mean, high school peeps are cool, but i mean, they don’t know me as well as the people in my class. I miss seeing them every day. I hope for the best for everyone in our class.
Thoughts of Saddness in the Computer Lab
Well at this moment I am sitting in the computer lab at school. It is a little room in the library. It is after school, but my social studies teacher gave us an assignment that I wanted to finish now. I am done, it was quite hard mostly because I had to do it on microsoft word, which was difficult for me.
Anyway, I probably should be doing homework but I am really not in the mood. I thought that maybe, just right now I would sit and write. So here I am.
Today was ok. I was really mean to people yesterday, so I was really nice today, and apologized to a couple of people. You know, today I did so many nice things, but I probably only heard like one or two thank yous. I did a lot for people, I let one guycopy my homework, and I taught this other guy how to make a turtle neck out of clay, I told this girl what Mr. Olsen ment by “Region” and not onece did I get a thank you. I mean, it hurts that I went out of my way to help them and they didn’t say thanks.
Peoples manners are horrible. I don’t here please, or thank you. one time I was talking to this girl about what clay tastes like, (at Peninsula, the rule was you throw clay, you have to eat it) and some guy just suddenly said “Shut Up”. So I was like, “Why?’ and he said, “Your being annoying.”
I could tell you the rest of the convorsation but I don’t wanna type. (don’t worry, I totally burned him)
Theres this guy I like in my social studies class, he’s very cute. Every time he hits on me, however, I can’t seem to flirt back. Yesterday I was so mean to him. He was like, “Do you understand what to do? Would you tell me?” (the assignment had just been given) I was like, “Why don’t you check the assignment on Mr. Olsen’s website?” only I said it in a bitchy way. I was having a really bad day. I apologized to him today. He had forgotten all about it so oh well.
I love this school, but I really miss my Peninsula friends. They were so cool, and I always find myself judging other people because I like my old friends better. Sometimes I almost cry if something reminds me of them. I am very sick of small talk, and I want to walk into a room where everyone knows everything about me. I really miss everyone so bad. : … (
Everyone else has left the lab. I think I am the only student here. No, wait, I see someone leaving.
Anyway, I will see my 18 best friends in the whole world friday. CAN’T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!
