Marie, you inspired me to look at what else was there and I found this. Beautiful. Love it!
Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress….
What I need to do by tuesday.
Memorize lines for at least seven scene’s in the play
Write a Song about my School
Then, I need to finish my raku crap, and by the rest of next week I should know my lines!
God. It’s been so difficult lately. My mom does not understand how important it is to me NOT to skip any school for the next two weeks. I mean, 1) It’s my LAST two weeks and 2) I NEED to be there to rehearse the play. ( I’m Alice for the play, Alice in Wonderland)
But I mean GOD! CAN I ACTUALLY DO THIS??? CAN I MEMORIZE MY LINES IN TIME FOR THE PALY AND NOT LET DOWN MY CLASS? OR WILL I SCREW EVERYTHING UP??? AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Camping, Love, and Nosy People
Well, i just came back from a week long camping trip.
We had a great campsite, and it was great to NOT think about the play or other things and just realax with my class. (hey that rhymes! sorta…)
Anyway being around the guy you like for 24 hours was not to bad, I won’t get into details, but it was SWEET!
During Truth or Dare and any other point, everyone is trying to figure out whom I like. (and whom likes me)
The thing is, I wont tell them till like, grad night (Which is only three weeks away, but im not sure if I will even then!)
Anyway, just an update!
Play
Well, today in class, we chose our play. We are doing “Alice in Wonderland”.
The experience was pretty much what you might call HORRIBLE!
Everyone was arguring and arguing and yelling at each other. I didn’t care what play we did but I just sat there telling myself not to cry not to cry. But slowly, the lump in my throat just kept getting bigger, until I squeezed my eyes shut to ty to stop the tears but they still came. So I hid my face, but we came to a vote, and I ended up just running out of the room sobbing.
I think I cried because I love everyone in my class so much, and I couldn’t stand watching the class taking sides and yelling at each other.
They decided on Alice in Wonderland when I left the room, I dunno how they did it so fast, but they did it. It was still pretty horrible to be in the bathroom still hearing yelling, it was like, i dunno, like a family member and another family member yeslling at each other.
And it’s so sad that we only have a few precious weeks left of school, and I love everyone so much. I really do.
creepy guys who show me that im growing up!
Well, today was the spring fair. funfunfun!
Anyway, after the spring fair, my Dad drove Kathryn and I home, and he drove along the beach. I asked him if I could get out, and this evening I had a nice walk then watched the sunset. Anyway, on my way back, (this is early evening, still light out) there were people at little places by the water, i dunno exactly what they are, but I was walking and about three guys were standing in a group. One called “Hey Honey!” they all were beckoning me and I thought they wanted to ask me a question about a cafe near by that just closed, but I was careful anyway to stand so that a parked car was between me and them. Then one said “Hey honey wanna come inside, have a drink?” I said no thanks (Of course. God, im 14!) and left.
It bothers me a little though. Not that they said that (I get guys whistling or honking there car horns at me) but it made me think. I look like I could be a senior in high school. People have asked me if im a senior in high school. They thought I was old enough for a drink. (I think thats what they ment). I mean, I’ll probably get that kind of thing all my life from now on. It means I do not look like a child anymore.
And I mean, I could have said, “sure!” and imagine waht the outcome of that could have been! They could have been nice guys who wanted to get to know mw (I doubt it) but it could have been that if i made that decision, I could be getting druged and carried into there car or whatever. (I really dont wanna think about it!)
But yeah. SCARY!
