I have been thinking about Mitch a lot. In case you dont know who Mitch is he was my boyfriend for like a month or two. I broke up w/ him. He just wasn’t right. He always talked about himself. i mean really, he didn’t know my last name. I told him like a million times when he asked. I swear he didn’t know a little thing about me. He also never called or e-mailed me. It really sucked.
But I have been thinking about him. What did he see in me? I’m not especially pretty. No guys have every really looked at me. I dont really understand. But who does know? I guess im just weird. But then why would he like me if im weird? That party I went to, I guess it was really fast, I mean, I thought he saw some other girl as cuter then me. But, then she said something really weird. But then he was trying to impress me, get my attention, watching me when he thought I wasn’t looking. Later, he held my hand. I mean, come on! Now that I think about it, I just met him! I dont know.
At a party with the class once I lied about him kissing me. I know it sounds bad. I dont lie much. I just felt horrible, i was still thinking about him, and, well, it slipped out. I feel crappy about it, and whoever reads this had better not tell. I am glad that that confession is over.
After I broke up with him he didn’t talk to me. I just gave up trying to be friends. I probably wont ever talk to or see him again.
Well, maybe I’ll meet another guy, who saw whatever Mitch saw. Cause I dont know what some guy will ever see in me!
